30 sleeps

by Zuckerschote, 28 days overdue

I'm always afraid of being alone, not joining others with what they are doing - I could be uncool, if I spent my time alone, people could think I'm weird.

And so I always wonder what other people think about what I think, say and aim to. And therefore I usually don't do what I really want and feel uncomfortable.

I want to learn to do things on my own, without asking people what they think about it, but by just looking at what I want.

I hope to get more self-confident by it, more at ease with myself. And I think that will change my life in more ways than I could imagine.